Count Me Out.

I'm so sick of dealing with wanting to have a guy in my life. Bryan sucks massive dick and I'm surprised one guy will even talk to me after my bad tendencies and habits. Work is old. Some guy that works at the barber shop next to me offered to pay for a tattoo of mine. Thanks to him! I might be going to Phoenix with Hannah for New Year's, I hope that goes through. I have three places I've been wanting to visit: D.C., Virginia Beach and New York City. Hope I get to that sometime soon. My brain isn't working correctly. Not in the greatest of moods. But, all things pass.

Listen to: Brett Dennon "Nothing Lasts Forever"

As AP said,

You can't trust people who try to make everyone happy. - Mos Def

I need to seriously get my priorities in check.

Hannah's Couch

Sitting here, drinking Pumpkin Spice coffee and watching Degrassi. Mmm, good saturdays. Broke up with Aaron. Wanna see Christian. Bryan wants to get back together. I've decided to start writing satirically about my life in the City and the people i'm involved with. It's almost Christmas!

Pumpkin Soup

My Pneumonia is creeping back up on me like Lakeside on 14 year old girls. Lastnight I woke up at 3:43 a.m. with the worst pains I've ever encountered. I kept rolling around in my bed, moaning, and clenching my back. Nothing worked, so I decided to eat some doughnuts and drink some milk. Mmm. Exactly what my ass needed. Everything is going super guud right now and I'm a grateful girl for it. Been trying to make this new relationship I'm in different and it's fucking hard! I'm trying to hold off on sleeping with the guy for as long as I can because in my past relationships with guys I've slept with the guy before we were ever really "exclusive" and I feel that's part of the reason they were never really successful. I'm changing my ways and hoping it's for the best. I'm proud of myself for not putting out this early on!



Your face is pasty.

Quadrophenia

Haven't updated this thing in awhile but I'll do a quick recap for all of you because, I know you deeply care about my daily doings. Two weeks ago, I got the chance to see Santogold and Beastie Boys and was so glad that came through this shithole of a city. I went to Fredericksburg the first weekend of November and got too drunk around people I just met that night. Got violently sick, passed out in the bathroom, and prayed outloud to God that I would quit drinking and smoking if he'd make me stop getting sick. Didn't work, oh well. Was supposed to move up to Fredericksburg and live with the guy I wrote about in one of my July entries and I ended up breaking up with him this past week. Great guy, just in different stages of our lives I guess. Saw The Who this past Monday up in D.C. and anyone who has ever been to a show and felt as if it was a spiritual experience, then this was mine. Went sightseeing and talked to the manager of Hard Rock for two hours about everything he's seen and done. Too much to write but, it was very cool. We stayed in Hotel Harrington on 11th street, in the heart of everything and definitly got great excercise. Shopping, Roger Daltrey, Being in D.C. on election day, Weed, Wine, Food. I can't write about it because, it doesn't begin to validate what it did for me. Things are going so good in every aspect of life lately and I'm definitly grateful for it. Less than two months til Christmas. Time flies.

Bron-Y-Aur Stomp

This past weekend was so good. I love camping. I love unexisting for a little while. I'm so tired from work and shit, i don't feel like explaining everything. Wax museum. Natural Bridge. Lightshow. Monoccan talks. Lost River. Lace Waterfalls. 'Coon hat. Yellow Submarine. Deepest Caverns ever. Family, family, family. I have Friday and Saturday off and I'm rearin' to go. Anyone up for visiting the Atlantic waters before it's too cold???

Sister Christian.

I have been having the most horrible dreams lately. Lastnight was a series of dreams involving a bunch of friends. Ew, it makes me tired. I'm oversleeping and it's making my body act super strange. Nick Jonas is suuuuch a babe. Ha Ha Ha. I get very sidetracked on this thing and ramble about pointless shit. Work at 2 today. Training a new woman to replace the other new woman. Ok. That's all I got for now.


Think Lucky. Be Lucky.

Natural Bridge

One of the seven natural wonders of the World. Camping there this weekend. Should be beautiful. Flashback got cancelled. Fuck. I can't get out of Led Zeppelin. So much talent. Egdshjthug. I still can't get over a dude. Really weird. Pneumonia still. Woo. I slept from 2-2 today and I'm still really tired. Can't think. Good thing right now I guess..Painted yesterday with Hilary. Turnouts were guud. Enjoi.

I like you, not him.

Idle hands do the devil's work.

Kewl

I found out I have Pneumonia last friday and my body is worn to the wire. I'm so tired. Got a TB test. Negative. Word. Been staying in all day trying to keep myself busy and going out at night. Sex & the City was Eww. I'm excited for Double Dragon premiere Friday at the Byrd. Clement on the big screen. Wasssup. I love my mom a bunch. I'm not sure how some things are gonna pan out but we'll see. I hate updating this thing. Seeya.

Susperia

Weirdest fucking movie ever. 1977 horror. Shit reeks. Get over your fad ftw lifestyle. Stoked on camping this weekend. Keep you updated on my antics!



1 day!

Wham bam thank you maam!

I have the most annoying fucking cough EVER. The one where you cough every minute. Ugh. I got off work Friday and got some food and felt like shit, ended up passing out at 9 and missed High Life. Oops. Saturday night I went to Sauses' house on Cary to celebrate Justin's 21st and that was good. Cops came and I threw my weed on a bookshelf. Ha. We walked the block til they left and on the way home tossed more out the window. Haa. I saw Kenny Barnes, didn't know you still existed but great seeing you! Parties are getting old. Going to see the B52's and Billy Idol next weekend in VB and camping out. Nothing exciting really..I looooove Jungle Juice.


2 days!!!!

Gateway drug

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. 6 days. This week has been so good to me! Chilling in GRC with the funnest people ever. I'm excited for Friday!! I'm feeling so much better and I can't wait til Wednesday! SO into all the new people arriving in my life. But, I'm losing touch with one person and it's getting weird. Nothing to talk about, nothing to share, nothing to do, nothing new. Party on Cary with Joey tonight. What's new.


Listen to: Santogold feat. N.E.R.D. "My Drive-Thru"


Fuck the world.

New Bloods

for the scum of Richmond to leach on. How I love VCU and the people I know creeping around it. I live for move-in weekend and first week back. Yesterday was a really good day. Tonight will be the same. I am planning to get out of Richmond fast. Roooaaadtrip

Listen to: Ben Folds feat. Regina Spektor "You Don't Know Me"



9 days.

Jesus Christ

What I wouldn't do to have him..






I have Bronchitis. Hate life. Kidding. Tonight will be good.

Gettin' ILL

I have the Flu and I think I'm slowly dying from it. My chest is on fire, it feels like needles are pricking all of my fucking nerves and my cough sounds great. I have an appointment at 3:30 so hopefully I'll get hopped up on some meds and shit to make me feel like I'm still somewhat alive. I miss Clement and Hilary while they're both out of town. My cousin and his wife, Laura had their babyboy lastnight! Congrats! My sister got her wedding dress lastnight too, very beautiful. Nothing exciting is happening. I have been cramped in this house since Tuesday night attempting to have fun trying to go out with people at night, but feeling horrible. I quit smoking. Hopefully for good. Hannah's party is tonight on Lady St. hopefully I can make that for a little bit. Oh yeah, and this:



Everyone come.


12 days..

Rantin' and Ravin'

It's been awhile but I have no motivation at all lately. I'm so sick of people being helpless, I mean I can account for being this way sometimes but in NO ways like this one person I know. If you steal a Richmond city officer's gun and are dumb enough to do that with another felony charge on you then you deserve to get fucked by the law. And for your girl situation, she's 16 and you're 19 and you couldn't make more of an ass of yourself than you already have. Fighting the guy she left you for won't make her like him less, you just look like the desperate ass crawling on your already bruised knees leftover from me. Get a fucking grip. Good luck.

Anyways, this past month has been pretty good. Cute boys all the time holla! And friends, oh friends. I have the best and love every minute with all of them. Things are starting to come together in different ways but all turning out good. Taking my mum to see the Who November 3rd!! Stoked! Money couldn't slip through my grip any faster than it's already going but i'm trying to save. I guess that speeding ticket I got doesn't fucking help. Oops. FUCK THE POLICE. Sophia, Hilary, and I saw Nicole richie at Good Charlotte and basically missed them just watching her in awe. Hahaha. Go see Pineapple Express. SO funny. I am talking to a great dude and hopefully everything will work out with that. He just boarded a plane 23 mintues ago for Nigeria for two weeks and I'm counting down. He's Amazing and he has a girlfriend. Whatever. I always win.



Good tunes: The Grates "Rock boys"

Weekend get-a-way

So this past weekend Hilary and I went to Fredericksburg to visit an ex and she came to visit one of her future exes and when we get there after me driving all 45 minutes of that trip reluctently, we arrive. As usual, there's always the awkard greetings and what will we do with ourselves for the next 24 hours. But that's beside the point. So, I get paid gas money by my ex to hangout with people I don't want to see! And being the great friend that I am, I would never leave Hilary to go up there alone and not come back with some interesting stories of my own. We get there around 8:30 p.m. and everyone agrees to swim so we all go down to the pool and I sit ankle-deep in the pool wondering what is there to talk about with a mildly retarded guy I dated 2 years ago? Nothing. I would drink with them later on that evening but it would only get more awkard between me and this dude. We play truth or dare because really, there's nothing else to do in Fredericksburg but laugh at the awkardness of all four of us being together(which we did), Waffle house, or sleep on a futon. We uncover some more secrets I really didn't feel like knowing about the two guys sitting across from me and I decided to pass out to a Woody Allen movie. So, Hilary and guy decide to go down to the pool around 2 a.m. and meet someone with a bike and drive it around the pool, finding that if you turn the bike you will flip. Making small talk was a must to get the privilege of riding this bike. They chatted the man up finding out he is a crackhead and just stole the bike while under the influence of his addiction. After Waffle house the next day which my ex payed for (thanks again!) we left and thank god we did, because a few hours later, I get voicemails of him crying and wondering why I didn't acknowledge him as I should of.


All's well that ends well.